quarter pounder with cheese

So as I reflect on days gone past and what these twenty-five years have brought I ponder if we'll have space cars and halos over our heads anytime soon. One thing 25 has brought me is anxiety about the world in general. Maybe I've seen a beautiful mind a bit too many times but sometimes clicked in my head and now I feel as if I'm part of society(for better or worse). I've begun to analyze the everyday workings of this world like where blue bags go in the city of chicago. The rumor is out there about how the city doesn't do anything special with these blue bags which has led me to believe that maybe the city invented these blue bags so homeless people won't tear open regular garbage bags anymore(creating a mess for the garbage men) and will be able to efficiently collect cans. In anycase this is just another useless chore my mind has carefully mapped out for me. Sometimes I wish I could start a newspaper on useless information. Another thing that freaks me out is big brother and I know that he doesn't really exist but the bush/cheney/christian coalition exist and they are far more evil as they're out in the open. In my head I've slowly figured out that aging creates leverage for the government against you and as you age you become deeper and more connected into society ie mortgage/kids. You can much less easily jump on a plane to Greece(will) and disappear. The government relies on you to be a productive member of society which is why there is such a far right movement and a demand for keeping in with the norms of society. My parents put a no war sign up in our yard and the conservatives ripped it down not the kids that normally knock over snowmen. This secret society mentality has trickled into all parts of my life as I wonder how people become union and what really goes on at their meetings. Its interesting to imagine the world from the beginning and the starting of society still running strong. For example construction(the trucks are always running-we're either dying or growing as a civilization), food connoisseurs, hospitals, and finally public works. There are of course a crap load more like law enforcement and social welfare but each persons lot in life can be predestined. Its when you jump ship that you can make a difference in society